I haven't been in the mood to write recently. Not in my regular diary, not here, not on either of my other 2 blogs. But now I want to write. I've got so many things to think about at the moment and of course one of them is skating.
I love skating. It is my favourite thing in the world to do and I would literally live at my rink if I was allowed. However...I'm frustrated. I competeted today. That's not that unusual for me. I compete as often as I can to get used to crowds but what annoyed me was that I messed up. I lost and element I should have known. It's hard to ignore that and even though I didn't break down and cry like a little kid might but I'm mad. Mad at myself for getting rattled after which almost ruined another element too.
I want to advance so badly but I seem stuck. I want to know how I can advance and what it is that's stopping me from advancing. I know some reasons. I've begun work which has seriously cut in to practice time and easter eggs never help.
It's weird. I love to skate but I can never find the time. I love to cook but never find the time. I love to make my own websites but can never find the time. How is it I managed to get hooked in to only working and nothing else.
I need help. All I can say is: Launch Operation save me! :)
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